Very rarely in our world today do we experience something truly unconditional. I mean no strings attached, always there no matter what, sticking together until the world ends with no expectations (*pause*) unconditional. Having an eating disorder, I often feel burdensome and ashamed of the hardships I place on my friends and family. Subconsciously believing that love is conditional, as taught by our world, I am constantly fearing my disposal for the difficulty and inconvenien

Growing up in a Christian household, I have been a believer since I was five years old and grew up attending church and Bible studies. While my faith suffered from passivity, I maintained a relationship with Christ until high school. Struggling with perfectionism, I quickly became overwhelmed and began to desperately seek control over my life. Over the next two years I pushed God aside, solely focused on following the plan I had for myself. Surprisingly, Letters from my sweet